How bad the bad? Or how good the good???


There are times when we’re pushing ourselves really hard.. so hard that we often fall flat on our faces..

Really!! Have you experienced getting hurt physically, when ure pushing yourself too hard, feeling horrible yet forcing yourself to push that deadline/ goal/ whatever it is??

Infact, I’ve realised n noticed this so much that now when I hurt myself (hit my head against that door/ hit my knee on my studio desk/ hurt my finger) I know I’m doing something that’s not meant to be done..

We feel like who will do this if not for me? N we’re wrong!!

We are here to experience our power n that power is in full throttle when we’re feeling good .. creating more n more of stuff for us to feel good♥️

btw ..it’s also in full throttle when we’re feeling horrible,n this time creating more of stuff that makes us feel horrible.. n hence ouch!!! That hurts ..

If we wanna feel good,we can either do stuff that makes us feel good, or start feeling good about whatever we do!!

Whatever comes easy!! N then things start getting done by the power of alignment!!

Focus on stuff that You’ve  always desired to experience n see it falling in front of you, as if it was here only for you to experience..

These are kind lessons I’ve learnt listening to AH!!

N they mean the world to me! Life falls in place n this lesson makes the most meaning..

Create a life of your choice, experience your expansion n enjoy the journey..

The fun journey called life🎁♥️

The Gift

It appears as if I’ve failed
Cuz all the expected outcomes 
haven’t turned up…yet

It appears as if I’ve failed 
Cuz my ‘out dreamt’ plans
have not reached fruition ….yet

It appears as if I’ve failed
Cuz in my own capacity
frankly ..I cannot make ends meet

It appears as if I’ve failed 
Cuz my financial independence is out there
somewhere…lost in the woods

And yet I rise to this failure
That in disguise is a blessing
I own you, my so called failure.. with pride

I claim you mine cuz in reality
I’ve spent more than I’ve earned
N I’ve dreamt more than I can afford

I blissfully toast to this struggle
Cuz in reality its brought me closer n closer…
to a life I’ve deeply yearned to live

I’m drenched in gratitude n
I thank my choices way beyond measure
even if they have torn me to pieces

You dear FAILURE are my priceless gift!
I recognize and appreciate you❤️
stay with me as long as you wish

Cuz all along this ‘failed’ road, I’ve grown wings
that seem to be invisible..yet growing strong
they’re huge I can tell

and its just a matter of time
till they suddenly turn visible
and il be flying high 😍 out in the sky

Unbroken 

This one’s dedicated to every Mom, every woman, every girl …

She thought she’s just a bunch of adjectives
Some nice, some not so nice

She held them close to her, thought they defined her!!
N as she grew, so did her ‘bunch’ of adjectives..

She never realized when n how, the adjectives got replaced by roles!!
A daughter, a sister, a friend, a wife, a daughter in law, a mother……
Now she thought, she’s just a bunch of roles! 😢

She played each role well! She did her best each time..
Yet,she got confused when the older ‘roles’ (women) compared her to them..
Buck up, you’re falling short! You should at-least be as good as me, if not better!
Lol! ATLEAST AS GOOD AS ME?????? 😥

She got stepped over, walked over by everyone!! 
Everyone who compared her to them, thought she was less..
What did she think????
She agreed!!! She believed she needed to be better..

She gift wrapped her gifts, offered them to everyone around..
Always believing, she was falling short..
Yet,over performing  at every role she thought defined her..

When she got in the groove, her nest got empty!!
N today she wondered WHO was she???

There were no roles to perform, anymore..
None of the elders to tell her she wasn’t good enough..

this lonely innocent being, unable to find her identity
The question mark – too heavy to handle..

And the belief, deep rooted : she wasn’t good enough!! Just not as much..

At a time this late in life, when her roles were her identity, 
What could she do, other than feel empty..

Not done yet!!
this is how she saw herself!!
This isn’t who she was..

What she did all along …has shaped every individual around her
She changed this world bit by bit, more n more beautiful each time!!

she gave a piece of her heart out, each time she shone brgihter
unaware, she kept shining n emptying her heart out..

n every time, she was radiating at her best🎁❤️
N even today, what appears to be an empty, hurt and ugly heart is in reality standing UNBROKEN❤️🎁

PS: every woman should support a woman, support her in finding herself..
Rather than define her by her roles, n judge her by her short comings..
No woman is going to be like you!!! Yes – you reading this..

You are a unique energy, n no one can be better than you!! You are an only one in this world..

Stop pulling others down, cuz they don’t match up to your radiance.. They’re shining their best!!
N stop others who are not letting you shine bright..

This chain has to stop somewhere..

Being born a girl has nothing to do with who we are!! stop dressing us girls into our roles..
we can be who ever we choose to be!!!!
Absolutely who ever..

Roller coaster

The ups and downs of a super emotional person are invisible to the logical eye!

Can be felt only by the sensitive..

There’s no reasoning behind why the feelings, how they feel.

Deep, cranky, ruffled, lonely, senseless, lost, low, ……

Seems like a list of words.

To the person feeling them, seems like being in a new country without a map..

Yet, to be able to hold onto the last straw n keep going, knowing, just like the downs there will be ups 

That is the game changer❤️🎁

To the savior game changers..

Clearly discorded!

Some time back, I’d seen a preview of a show that had film stars have a heart to heart chat with people (common people) who hated their work/ were critical of their movies..

I remember seeing this one part in which actor Farhan Akhtar received horrible feedback for his work/ movies n in spite of everything the critic (a common man) had to say, he ( the actor) was composed n calm.

I was amazed at the response, n I wondered how come this actor received so much flak with such composure. I guess my answer had to come to me in an amazing way..

I’ve found, there are some people, I feel an urge (a strong urge) to support/ message/ help / offer inspiration n yet they are unable to connect with me. The response of which appears in ways like unanswered messages/ no responses against my urge to support/ avoiding me/ ignoring me..

N the interesting part of the story is, there are also some people who have an urge to connect with me, who I’m unable to connect to. Which means I’m ignoring their messages/ delaying in responding..

Am I being a bad person like the others who are ignoring me???

Certainly not!! Me( when I’m ignoring some people)and others who are phasing me out, are following their connections! If the vibration doesn’t match/ frequency of thinking isn’t alike, it’s obvious that the end result will be a disconnect..

And there is nothing wrong with the either of cases!!

It’s just a discord! So coming back to the question of, how can anyone respond to criticism in a calm manner??

Criticism is nothing but a discord!! A disconnect!!


My work has nothing to do with what others review it to be. My work, if it brings joy to me- I wouldn’t care what the critics had to say about it!! N hence the calmness during a bad review..

Isn’t that freakingly awesome!!!

It’s tough for some to get it!! I wouldn’t have got it a decade back! I get it now, cuz in my eyes, I’m really doing well!!

I’m painting well, I’m dreaming well, I’m living well, I’m parenting well, etc etc

If someone has something else to say about my life, it’s clearly a discord!! A different way of thinking on their behalf..

N that’s perfectly fine!! Everyone has a right to form opinions.

About me?? Go ahead!! Just that I’ve stopped caring, cuz I listen to my own heart!!!!

N that serves me best❤️😍

The gift of Mindfulness 🎁

There’s stuff that I read and it leads me to either of two things!

It either makes me feel great or it makes me focus on things that make me feel great!

And I guess this happens when we are focused on ‘feeling great’ ❤️🎁

If you’re listening to our media that kinda makes it super easy to feel ‘horrible’, one has got to be mindful, and then choose the feeling they choose to experience in life.

It’s not unreal, what all is happening! Yet it’s unreal to your experience of life, and that depends on your choice of experience.

If something horrible happened in the world, it’s real! Yet I have a choice if I want that ‘Horrible’ experience for me or not!! And in that sense, it can still be unreal as far as my experience is concerned. 

What is shaping up in our experience is what we choose for ourself! Are we mindfully choosing thoughts of experiences that are pleasant??? Or are we running down thoughts of others without screening them, allowing them to enter into our experience???

Think twice before you believe in a thought that comes from research!! Believe in it only if it serves you! 

Or else feel free to let it travel in space.

Articles that say only xyz people get hired easily, if you’re fitting the ‘xyz’ in the article, fair – it serves you! If not, have the conviction to say, this article doesn’t serve me..

Rather than believing that you’re ‘less potential of getting hired’

Why would you put energy into any thought that is against you?? If you are doing so, believe me, you’re digging your own grave..

Be Mindful. Choose wise n well serving thoughts. Choose n deliberately create your life experience ❤️🎁

Each one of us is MAGNIFICENCE personified❤️🎁

What’s getting our attention today?

Did you know,every single thought we hold is becoming true in ways we have no idea of?
Let’s try focusing our attention on something like a ‘red flower’ or a ‘blue bus’. Let’s test n see if it will be sent to us. If we are vibrating strongly we may see it the very minute we think of it.

And if not it could take days or weeks. If you see it the very instant, the good news is that you’re vibrating super strongly ❤️🎁 n the bad news is, if you haven’t been aware of your thoughts, every single ‘waste’ thought is manifesting in your life..

“Why am I not getting that job? Why am I messing up? Life is tough!!!!!”

Yeah all of those thoughts are becoming your reality!! As you think them, life is getting tougher..you’re on your way to super messing up, and yes!! You are far away from that job..

Just pause for a second and feel your breath!

You are meant to be happy! That job is meant to be yours! You are meant to have fruitful work assignments and fulfilling relationships. All that money is meant to come to you..

Only if you let it!!!! Yes🎁you got to let it come..and stop blocking it..

I got to share my success story of manifesting my first ever SOLO trip abroad, that too for not a day or two but full on 8 days❤️😍

A retreat that is a gift from my soul. How did I know that it was a gift from my soul?

On seeing someone or something, have you ever felt deeply in your heart that the person or the thing was meant to be yours??

Yeah! When I heard of the retreat, even though it costed thousands of US$, which weren’t available with me at that time, I still felt the urge to attend the retreat in BALI❤️😍

And not coincidently I believe, my sis in law had just returned from her honeymoon from BALI🎁 n bought a box of chocoalmonds..

I used the cover of that box and stuck it on my wall!!


I focused all my attention on being there. I trusted somehow the funds will come!! I somehow managed to make the tiny part payment that reserved my seat for the retreat. 

I also bought gifts for the beautiful people I was meant to meet there. People from across the globe would be there, and I felt like taking some tiny gifts that travelled all the way from India specially for them❤️🎁 this meant for sure, I was going!!!

If I truly desired in attending this retreat what do you think I would focus my attention on?

I focused all my attention on being there rather than on ‘what if the funds didn’t come’..

And guess what! In less than ten days from today I Am GOING❤️🎁

This wasn’t just a money manifestation for me!

I had to let go of every thought like ‘what would people think of me traveling alone? How would I travel alone? What would my two year old kid do? How can I spend so much money on a 8 days trip to Bali ALONE?????’

And I let go of them. All that I thought about was of being there.

Of having the chance to meet my soulmate Lainey, who has been such an important factor in my growth,who has been one of the reasons I am a mother, n one of the reasons I’m feeling happy..

Of my chance to dive deep into my soul, and figure out stuff.

I did it! I’m on a path of manifesting every bit that my soul desires ..

And you can do too.

The important question!!!

What’s getting our attention today???