Way SLOW!!!

I feel like I’m way SLOW!

As if I don’t belong here…

The world is getting busier, moving from the countryside to towns, moving towns into cities

And here I am!! Wishing that I lived a country life in one of the buzziest cities of this busy world…

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I feel like I’m way SLOW!!

As if I don’t fit in here..

Alongside this efficient and punctual, deadline driven world

All I want to do is watch the leaves getting blown away by the wind..

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I feel like I’m way SLOW!!

As if I speak a different language in the money run world

I speak of barter, I speak of intentions and I speak of gifts 🎁

Good wishes, the heartfelt ones make the biggest difference

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I feel like I’m way SLOW!!

And lazy even… I stubbornly hold on to my authenticity

Putting my meager reputation at stake

I wouldn’t push myself even a hundredth of an inch, for being someone you’d like me to be

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I feel like I’m way SLOW!!!

My goals keep changing, reducing rather..

From making a big change in this world, to simply being me!!

I’m diminishing in ambition and yet ever expanding

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I feel like I’m way SLOW!!

Waking up to my tune, not in charge of the household

Not in charge of anyone but me..

My ego is invisible mostly, as the labels don’t really bother anymore

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I am way SLOW!!! and I love it this way!!

Creating the ‘backward’ space of living in a bubble..

Letting others get you or not..

Letting go of the need to explain..

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I am way SLOW!!! I’ve stopped existing for others..

I’m finding the mean to reach to this place that exists in my head

Where everything just happens

Out of ease and joy.. with intentions playing it all out

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I am way SLOW… n yet I am there..

I might have chosen the slowest n yet the speediest way to get there..

Cuz slowing it down actually solves everything ..

It clearly makes the distinction between the thoughts that I confuse to be ME!!!

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I am way SLOW…

I am..

~ way slow

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Meant to be yours, the way you found it!!!

A reason why you don’t feel like using the ‘tried and tested’

It works for others, but you’re sure..this one…will not work for you

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Everyone,especially your loved ones suggest,

See, this worked for ‘x’ and ‘c’

You must try this, and this time with determination!!!

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No one gets you, for a reason!

They’re different than you,for a reason..

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They say it,cuz they’re expecting RESULTS

Predictable n stable

Something fickle they assume will last forever

And keep you happy..

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Yeah!!! That’s the main reason..

Everyone wants to see you happy,

With money or atleast some fixed income

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N wants you Married ( so that u share your joys with another you can call your own)

N then wants you to have kids..

How can you not have them??? (They say)

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N if you’re a guy, they want you to have a tension free job

N if you’re a woman, they wish that you be able to cook the best dishes

And feed your spouse and kids, n family

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If you’re a kid,they want you to do well at school

And then at college, probably ENGINEERING ( they think it makes you happy LOL)

And then they wish you have a stable job..

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And spouse n kids….hahahaha

What ever happened to creativity and imagination..

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Well, they’re our loved ones, and probably

The only way they know to love is

To worry about our joys and happiness

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And probably see us ‘settled’ in a way they know to be ‘settled’

That’s them.. and we love them

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With our rebellious hearts, in rebellious ways..

They may feel, we care less

But that’s how we care!!!

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We care more by caring less..

That’s the only way we know

To bridge the gap

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There was a time, gaps were bridged by

Putting oneself last

And putting the other first

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That’s an unknown for the new generation

They know how to care for everyone, but they must come first

Cuz if they’re full and overflowing,

They have a lot to pour out from..

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Emptiness is a cliché

Or may be not!!

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It’s a way of knowing what’s whole..

It’s our way of experimenting

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Knowing empty so we can know full!!

Know emptiness from up close, hungrily demanding abundance..

So loud and clear, that the call is answered..

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And look for signs that acknowledge our abundance

Like the air we breathe..isn’t supplied in tanks..

It’s out there for us to inhale..

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Like the oceans endless

Our eyes tire, but the oceans don’t..

The earth, accommodating all of us lovingly..

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We’re a happier folks like the ones before..

And the ones before that n the ones before..

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The news says otherwise and I guess that’s their job

It’s their job to seek chaos as efficiently as ever

And veil the well being

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But for us, who never read

Or watch

The world is still a happy and peaceful place

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That starts and ends at our desk, or in the quarter of our room

But most importantly

Radiates out of our heart

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The desire to be ‘whoever’ we choose

Irrespective of the ‘settling’ demands of our loved ones

We carefree souls

Trust more than our hearts admit

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Love knows no control

It simply exists and allows

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Allows all well being that exists

Already…

N let’s it grow

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Everything is wellbeing

Even the perceived lack of it..

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That makes it real easy for us to choose..

Whatever we choose,is wellbeing..

Whether perceived or not..

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And if you’re smarter, you’d rather choose well being itself

than the lack of it..

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As I’ve heard ‘you are so free that you can even choose bondage’

And it would be granted as freedom..

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It’s too simple to be decoded

N it gets as complex as can be..

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Enjoy the meaning you find in it..

And don’t bother to match it with others..

It’s meant to be ‘yours’ the way you found it

Carpe diem….

The power of writing, the influence of movies is undescribable beyond words..

Apart from the fact that writing (for some..like me;-)) is such an ‘ease’ building activity for the person writing, it can be of a huge impact to the person reading it. And the same goes for movies..

Watching movies like Dead Poets Society, always makes me enter that fluid state of influence, where words have that power to knock you out of inertia and get you thinking about the depth of life..


Finding our voice in this world is so crucial. It’s the backbone of authenticity..

Who are we? How can we seize the day when we aren’t aware of what that means ..

To me it means, be you.. NOW!! Follow your heart, listen to that voice calling you out loud, follow that trail ..

It leads to treasures beyond measure

~aryaa

I’m right here!

To all my dreams, 
galaxy sized and simple tiny ones, 
on the brink of manifesting,
I am right here..

To all of my paintings, 
future ones and the dones, 
closest to me, closer than any human being can get..
I am right here..

To all of my desires,
devoid of logic and reason,
my true gifts of being alive..
I am right here..

To all of my joys,
in baloons and bubbles
and the shades of green around
I am right here!

To all those beautiful people,
lives of whom will completely alter
after crossing paths with me,
I am right here…

To all those hearts,
dreaming of the ‘impossible’
never giving up on them
Im right here…

To the aunthenticity,
of being ‘me’,
irrespective of all the labels..
thank you for finding me
right here..

To this fun loving roller coaster
that disappoints only to bring out the perfection,
more clearly each time..
I am right here..

To all the ‘crazy’ ‘dreamers’,
holding on even to the last atom of their vision
you’re not alone
cuz Im right here..

~aryaa

Ps: I am right here YOU ♥️